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Name: Double
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/7/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: hold-em, razz, lo-ball, omaha, 7-card stud, any kind of poker, billiards:9 or 8 ball, one pocket, chicago, basically any pool and females
Expertise: billiards, poker, gambling, talking, chatting, eating, definitely sleeping
Occupation: Consulting
Industry: Real Estate
Message: message me
AIM:  thegr8est333
Member Since:
3/16/2003
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| The most important things you'll ever learn... I still have an infinite amount of things to learn just like everyone else....Here are some things through my life journey that I feel are important and everyone should stress: - Humility - Confidence - Laughter - Indifference - Character - Inquisition - Smiles - Intellect - Intimacy There are so many things that could be on this list....these are what I find important....everyone has their priorities and scope to life. | | |
| Perspective is an important concept in our everyday function and to have one is standard to know your own is an achievement and to acknowledge all in hopes of changing yours is ideal. Everyone has their experiences and their tendencies and it is hopeful that no matter how obscure someone may be that we can at least judge them obscure through a thorough understanding of their perspective in the eyes of our perspective. Sometimes being harsh is the right decision and sometimes it is right to be gentle and sometimes it doesnt really matter. It's all in your perspective. Enough of this bullshit though....I have hard times containing my ambitions these days only to find that my motivation isn't quite there. It leads me to wonder why i am so lazy and why other people can easily be pawns on a chess board. I really hope i grow out of my indifference and i know i have some potential somewhere deep down in my brain. But i am sure of this; the day i forget how to be lazy is the day that you will see me on the cover of fortune magazine....mark my words. | | |
| I will admit that it has been awhile since ive updated. But i do want to note that Ive had a huge urge to write in this everyday only to find that i have no idea what i want to write when i get here. Its as if i have too many things to write about; therefore i am discouraged to write in this altogether. I am making many reforms in my life these last couple of days. Out with the old in w/ the new. You know to be honest ive recently come to the realization that you can't get too discouraged when things arent working like they should. Even if thats been the case for the last couple years. So if anyone out there is anything like me and having a really bad half-decade in life give me a call we could probably mingle for hours on end. I dont have much to say anymore just that a lot of people cant see whats right in their face.... - Double-d | | |
| It's somewhat eery how you seem to learn things after it's way too late to learn them. Okay, so maybe this isn't the case for all situations but it seems that in the game of life it would be nice to learn shit a whole lot earlier. But on a brighter side to things I recently came to a sort of awakening in life. The older you get the more you learn how fucked up things really are around you and how choices really vastly control your destiny. It's really easy to be laid-back about shit but it really sucks to realize that you can't be too nonchalant about things anymore. I guess what I'm saying is that responsibility is a bitch and I'm getting tired of dealing with it. At my ripe age of twenty I'm already bitching about responsibility and I guess that shows what a lazy fucker I am. But it just goes to show that in our society rampant with beaurocracy that we must eventually bend over and let the system bang us in the ass. It's almost a fact of life in our world and it sucks to know it and it's way to late for me to finally realize this. I guess it's becoming pretty obvious that this is another journal entry I'm writing with absolutely no purpose other than just to vent my thoughts. I'm actually quite surprised that I do still have the ability to think and to expand on my thoughts in this way after how e-tarded I am at this point in my life. I guess I still have a little iq left in me yet. Unfortunately I have a strange feeling that this won't be the case many months from now...but for now, I guess i can relinquish in the fact that I can still function as a normal human being. Cheers to all - double-d | | |
| how the fuck do people write in this shit everyday? I guess i'm getting better with my good ole pal xanga. The last update took a year, and this one is only like a week off. I'd rather write what ive learned on this thing than what i've done, after all no one benefits by knowing what i've done. First off, i want to announce that it is good to pay your parking tickets early. The repercussions of not doing so is not something I want to go too far in depth talking about but just take my advice on this one. Now I want to discuss the concept of being an outsider. Outsider is a pretty general term and I think it is often a word that gets abused far too often. But sometimes you can't help but feeling like one no matter where you go. It's like some people were meant to fit-in as an "outsider". I know that last sentence made no sense at all but bear with me. I just find it incredibly hard to believe that I have yet to find an environment where I actually "fit-in". Yes this is a very adolescent attempt from me to whine about my current life status but it's just a very perplexing issue for me. I am a sociable and pretty adaptable guy in almost all situations...but this particular quality of me makes it hard for me to fit-in. It's like this: because I "fit-in" in whatever environment I'm in....I never fully immerse myself with anyone. I only dabble with a whole lot of different people. This may not sound so bad but it is a problem as I am coming to learn. This is obviously a very complex journal entry coming from me...but if you understood any of what I have just said, write me a message we could probably be best friends...haha.....peace - Double-D | | |
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